(Ideal taken from http://yanimo.tumblr.com/post/230361511/the-written-evolution-of-ayana)
Give me a warm sunny day and a blue summer sky and let me find my way to Nowhere, the most peaceful place in the world. I’ll find me a swing and despite being 19 i’ll sour through the sky like I did when I was three. I think swinging is the closest thing a human can get to flying. let me just be there with my headphones in my ear, letting the music color the world even brighter.
I wasn’t suppose to be here. My mom had been told all her life that she most likely wouldn’t be able to have kids. But there I was, and they advised her to get rid of me. She would died in childbirth, they told her. Despite the fact that she got incredibly sick she didn’t get rid of me. We both are hear today. And you wonder why I believe in God.
Ever sense I learned how to scribble illegible letters on pages I was writing stories, though the probably only made sense to me in my three year old mind.
When i started school I was teased about everything in the book. By the third grade I had been suspended from school three times for fighting the people who teased me.
It was the summer between third and fourth grade when I made friends with a girl who taught me about what it means to be a Christian. Though we fell apart I’ll always be thankful for that because it it wasn’t for her I don’t know where I would be right now. Though school was still hard, i stooped fighting people and getting suspended.
I love writing, art, and music. The only one of those things I am vaguely good at is writing.
I don’t live everyday like it my last. But then again, if I had one last day on earth I wouldn’t go bungee jumping or party hopping. I’d probably be at home sitting on my bed, listening my my music, with my pen in my hand. I’d be sure to tell everyone how much i loved them.
I want to impact the world. No ceilings!
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